There will come times when you feel disconnected, when the flow seems to be gone.  It is not.  It cannot be.  You are that flow.  Do not let your fears overtake you.  The spiral of growth is ongoing and upward.  Be patient and understanding with yourself.  God is there, for the Light is ever-present, ever-knowing, ever-loving, and expressing itself through you.  Love yourself no matter what.  No matter what.  No matter what.