You want the best outcome?  Dissolve.  Turn from ice to water, from rigid to flowing.  Go from “my way” to “Thy way.”  This is not a position of weakness, but meekness that comes with great insights.  Have you not heard, “Blessed are the meek?”  In your human world power is praised.  Perhaps for a while power works well for you.  Does it feel better to fall onto a hard surface or a soft down comforter?  Be strong and exert power in your role as a human as needed, but when Homesickness threatens to overcome you, know that you are never alone.  That longing?  It is a longing for a Power that has never and could never leave your side.  Go to the heart and find it there.  Dissolve into This soft Comforter and see how that changes things as peace and tranquility flow like water.