Just when you thought you’ve come so far, you slip.  You catch yourself acting and thinking something so very human.  Do not berate yourself.  You are doing the best you can.  Is it not wondrous that you caught yourself?  You are no longer blind.  You are no longer under ego’s spell.  You are growing, and you are still human.  They are not slips.  They are normal human behaviors.  “Yes, but I know better!  I want to be only love!”  And we tell you, you are.  We see you.  We know who you are, as do you at a higher level.  Be patient and laugh at yourself.  Perfection does not exist, except as a concept.